As I've said on the blog - a LOT is going on in my life right now. The major thing being that we've bought a supermarket and are thus moving to a whole new town in January. This means our house is on the market and I'm trying to pack and organise removalist quotes as well as work out what needs to be done and action it to make our new place liveable at least.
So last week, I made a BIG decision. I decided to stop writing for a while. I've finished my revs for Carina and am waiting for a good friend to finish reading the full before I edit and push send. I've subbed a partial to the editor I'm working with at M&B and are waiting for her response. I've stopped working on my Single Title for the time being.
I was feeling stressed when I WASN'T getting writing done and, when I realised I don't have contracts or deadlines, I thought this was STUPID, unnecessary stress. This writing stuff is supposed to be FUN!
So I thought that while so much was going on, I'd take the pressure off.
This week... I've read more! I've watched TWO movies with my husband. I've been out to dinner with girlfriends. I've played less stressfully with the kids. I've kept up to date with the washing. And it feels GOOD!
But strangely, it also feels weird. I miss having a writing project. Even thought it's only for a short time, it depresses me that I'm letting the dream slip by.
This is what happens when writer's don't write! They feel LOST!